feedback loop

so, i'm feeling a little caught.

you see, the last few days i've been a little under the weather. not feeling ill per se, but definitiely stressed. this has got my neck and back kind of stiff. which has made my chest feel tight. then, i start thinking, what does a heart attack feel like?

but i know it's not that.

but then, my pulse is up.

and i'm sweaty.

now my neck feels tighter.

and my back is worse.

which makes me think more that i'm having a heart attack.

but i know i'm not having a heart attack.

stupid brain.

stupid, stupid brain.

one thing, one thing, leads to another.

but, i don't think i'm having a heart attack. just a little stressed, and tight. tomorrow's another day.

and another chance for the feedback loop.